Update

Two years ago, 

I was struggling with severe pain in my arms and legs; 

after my working day I found myself 

sitting in my car, crying - by fatigue. 

When I was back home I would not talk a word, 

just too much communication during my day 

made me hide behind my imaginary brain curtains.

One year ago, 

I was struggling with shingles 

which caused me pain I could only manage by hard painkillers 

and - not yet recovered from the stress 

my last job had caused to me - 

I spent half a year feeling these pains, 

living with this foggy brain. 

Only my husband and my dog could open the door to world 

for me for a little while every day.

Today,
I am walking my dog with a smile on my face - 

no severe pain, I can move, bend, turn - still no pain! 

Slowly I am growing back to who I once used to be, 

or better: who I could have been. 

Still some fog, still this short term memory loss, still some fatigue moments. 
But - I am walking with a smile on my face!!!